My wait for My capable Wife, to find me?

My Wait For My Capable Wife To Find Me?

1. Why do I just wait, patiently for her to find me?

2. Why don't I continue to try desperately to find a new mate before I get too old and uninterested for it to even matter?

3. Why have I given up on online dating?

4. Why do I feel like waiting for her to find me is best?

Why do I just wait, patiently for her to find me?

To be honest, I'm very tired of my blind efforts. For instance, a capable wife as outlined in Proverbs 31:10-31 — to be honest, I have only met one woman personally that fits the description. She happened to be my boss lady, and stories like that only happen on TV.

Granted, I will not marry my boss lady. Plus I can imagine getting a ring, getting down on one knee and asking her to marry me, and it would be like a newspaper comic strip, Beetle Bailey: I don't remember what Beetle did to make the Sargent mad, he stomped him into the ground, and I imagined she would do the same thing to me while reminding me: "I told you to keep this professional," over and over again.

Like Beetle, I would hold up one finger and say, "You missed a finger!?" Then she would stomp that one! Then like Beetle replies: "You are a perfectionist!" So I will never try that.

Why don't I continue to try desperately to find a new mate before I get too old and uninterested for it to even matter?

For one thing, I don't think that could ever happen. My first wife just came out of nowhere without me doing anything to help it along or to stop it. However, it was a bad marriage. I have some good memories from the start, but looking back, the reason it was bad was it was more a physical relationship than anything.

Towards the end, I was the only one really truly in love, and the only one really truly trying. When real challenges came up, she would have fought to keep her relationship, keep her man, but she just gave up without a fight. Also, it was for no good reason — none of the things I was accused of were true. My stepchildren desperately needed to end our marriage to keep control of her money, so they didn't care if anything was going on, for they just loved money so much. So I'm not in a hurry for another 32-year nightmare.

Why have I given up on online dating?

To put it bluntly, it's a video game from hell. Whether it's a so-called safe site or an unsafe site, scam artists are still there, and I learned a valuable lesson about trust issues — keep them, and use them as a rule of thumb, so to speak. No one can be trusted until you meet them in person and they are fully verified. I'm old school now. I have to meet someone in person from now on before I believe they deserve my trust.

Why do I feel like waiting for her to find me is best?

Speaking honestly, I'm not ready for the real deal, a truly capable wife! A genuinely capable wife as outlined in Proverbs 31:10-31 is nothing to sniff at, for they are truly rare. Most women probably look at those scriptures and refuse to do it because they don't know too many men that would deserve to have a woman like that.

However, the inspired word speaks contrary to that. A truly capable wife is so valuable that if she ends up with a not-so-capable man, but she continues in her capableness, she will win him over to God, without even preaching a word to him. To quote the apostle: "By her chaste conduct, her husband would be won without a word!"

Word!

Von Bro'

What is my idea of true love?

 My Idea of True Love - True Love Never Fails (1 Cor 13:7,8)

What is my idea of true love?*

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Aqua Velva, Baby Lotion, and Sunday Morning

Aqua Velva, Baby Lotion, and Sunday Morning — Where It All Started

Sunday morning smelled like Aqua Velva and Johnson's Baby Lotion.

Baths taken, breakfast done quick. Me and Michelle would steal a few tender minutes on her back porch before church — just us, holding hands, thinking we invented love.

After church, the whole neighborhood came alive. That big field beside the house — all the kids, everywhere — and that huge beach ball. Hours of yelling, laughing, bouncing it to the sky. And me, watching everybody — "Don't touch my girl!" Not even the other girls could touch her. I didn't know nothing about nothing back then, I was only about 3 years old, I just knew she was my Michelle, my bell.

Then one kid yells it: "ED SULLIVAN'S ON!"

You never saw a yard clear so fast. One second full, next second — empty. Like magic.

Inside, we were all glued to that little black and white TV, shoulder to shoulder, breathing the same air, watching whatever miracle Ed had that night. I was too young to have too many details, but I always remember the Chinese people spinning plates on sticks and all the different groups. That kept us glued.

And the shows we watched on that little box — my favorite redhead, I Love Lucy! We had a black and white TV, but I learned she was a redhead sometime after I grew up and we got our first color TV. And the Dick Van Dyke Show, beautiful Mary Tyler Moore, mavalas!

Outside our house, there was a smoke house band close by where I lived and they sung this song all the time: "Jeremiah was a bullfrog." One of my favorites. I didn't venture out too much, being 3, but I could hear them.

And then there was the Wonderful World of Disney. That is my roots in creative writing and my desire to be an inventor!

That came later in life. I didn't start thinking of inventions until I got in high school and started studying electronics, but my memory of Disney had already planted the seeds. Knowledge of electricity ignited my imagination! Just learning about it made everything make sense. It's so fascinating. My study of the Bible started about the same time and I can understand why the Amish thought that technology was from the devil, because the things I was starting to learn seemed magical. But I can tell it was just people learning about God's creation and learning how to make inspirational things!

And outside? Just that big beach ball. Alone. Still bouncing in the empty field, like it didn't get the memo.

This is what I was searching for before I knew how to search. Read how I got lost: breakfreefromporn.blogspot.com

Everybody digs a cool cat.